I'm enjoying my vacation from blogging more than I thought I would. I thought I'd be coming up with all these thoughts to blog and have to keep myself from doing so, writing them down somewhere else. But I think I just gave myself a mental vacation from the deep things that I've been going through here.

Anyway, I just wanted to let you know, that last night, a strange guy bought me a drink at a bar!!! Well, technically, he bought a round for me, the woman I was with, and the woman he was with, but STILL, I think that counts.

So, two things crossed off my "to do before I die list" - have a drink bought for me by a guy I didn't know beforehand, and seeing Tori Amos live in concert. Which, by the way, was amazing.

Okay, so the title has nothing to do with anything - kinda like this entry. I thought I was going to be a little bit more profound today - but it doesn't look like it's going to happen...not today anyway. Believe it or not I don't have much to stress about at the moment. Things are a little less crazy and I'm not as grumpy about certain everyday occurances as I have been. I guess that is a good thing.

I remember way back when I used to write in a diary. I actually started to when I was in 2nd grade. I stuck with it for about 15 years or something then one day it just stopped. I don't know why. These writings aren't going to be about the drama in my life but about topics. I don't really care to go there. I want to type about topics, subjects, totally random nothingness.

I see that some people keep this as a diary - not me. To each it's own and I appreciate it all. This is just my thing - ya know. I don't know how to explain it. I don't know what direction it will take. I do know it won't go into a list of my daily ups and downs. I don't want just anyone to read that stuff. I guess it's more of what people won't listen to me about but I still want to get off my chest. Yeah, more TOPICS or current issues or something. A sort of a stress relief if you will - or if you won't - I really don't mind - no harm done.

Yup! It's been a total blabfest today...but it's okay...tomorrow I might have something more profound to type or think or breathe. Tonight im just gonna surf and hit up see her squirt Who knows - who cares.

The day isn't getting much better. I am so busy I shouldn't even be typing this, but if I don't I'm afraid I might go insane. And people just continue to yell and complain at me and no one else. The other people are the people they should be yelling at. The last time I checked I didn't have a sign on my forehead that said YELL AT ME - I CAN TAKE IT. You know it's pretty amazing - people expect me to listen to them and when it comes my turn to talk - no one listens to me.


I have been looking at dozens of other peoples blogs...many of them of people talking about their friends, their ups/downs. I wanted mine to be different, but sometimes I just need to throw something like this out there. Well, something random will come up later, but I have deadlines to reach in under an hours time. So, til we meet again!